No more

This coming year, I've decided to finally, truly let you go.
Not like the times when you get a girlfriend and i let you go
Or those times when i couldn't reach you and say I'll let you go.
No, this time it is going to be for real.
I am truly letting to.
I got tired of waitng for something we both know is never going to happen.
I got tired of being your spare tire.
I got tired of loving someone who doesn't even see my worth.
I got tired of being there when your relationships dont work.
I got tired of abusing myself.
I gor tired of looking for you in everything i see.

I got tired of loving you.

By this time i should have gotten used to the pain of loving you
But yes, it still does hurt.
But I'm simply deciding to love myself moreand stop myself for looking for you.